Patti

I came into the conference with great anticipation and faith knowing Jesus would be there.  I had been devasted with imprisonment of my child for 2nd DUI and 30 yrs. after the fact, an extensive confession of infidelity and deceit from my husband.  This was an emotionally killing and challenging year for me.  God met me strongly answering "yes" to every prayer for my child.  My husband is walking deep and free with Jesus as is my daughter. I lived condemned because I couldn't FEEL all the righteous fruit of the Spirit toward my husband.  I grieved and was angry.  The Spirit of Jesus poured scripture on me assuring me  of His love and specific understanding.  I kept crying out for a miracle for me.  Jesus required me to "be not weary in well doing for you shall reap if you faint not".  Joy cometh in the morning. Well, I still have no instantaneous moment of release but the steps are there as faithful as grace provides.  Beth said living a holy life is where God can!
 reveal the deeper areas of work still needed in our hearts.  I was taught  strongly of the eradication theory re carnality and sometimes I labor with condemnation when my heart doesn't please me.  Her words were an "aha" moment for me.  Jesus seemed to be saying that if my heart wasn't pure I wouldn't be so concerned when I see deficiencies in my human reactions to hurt.  My heart is softening and there are more warm moments at home.  I am more peaceful and assured that love and joy will be restored.  So for me the conference for me was worth it to know strides forward in my healing.  I was greatly blessed at the way the Spirit wove the inspired messages and personalities.  I loved them all!  Thank you for coming to Nashville.  Who knew what broken heart waited on Jesus and you there.  My cup is up and running over and I love Him Who bore my griefs and through His precious blood assures me that together we'll make it home safely--- you know, like the good old sheep dogs "g!
oodness and mercy".  Be blessed today.